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JJ mentally sighs, why on Earth does Pandora have to find his life interesting? I’ve only succeeded in fucking things up. Royally. JJ goes over to sit on the edge of the dock, leaving his models to sit there. Like anyone would steal model planes at the secluded pier. He motions for Pandora to join him. When she sits down beside of him, he starts with the painful conversation. “Well, aside from the makeover, I think I’m not the same JJ you knew at Roundview. I’ve become surprisingly more popular. Everyone seems to love my tricks now. I’ve also been getting more…romantic and sexual attention. Which has been very, very bad as of late. Lara broke up with me in the beginning of the summer. I met this girl Cassie, but she just went back to her ex. But this girl Liv loved me all along. We’ve been going out for a little bit now, but I fucked things up big time.” JJ sighs, knowing the inevitable has to be said. “I did horrible things, Panda. I’ve been…quite unfaithful to her. Multiple people. Sad thing is, I have feelings for all of them.” His eyes shift around, trying not to look at his friend’s face. Though Pandora had cheated on Thomas (unintentionally he realizes now), he doesn’t want her to judge him.

Pandora cocked her head to the side as he goes to sit down, gesturing for her to join him. JJ looked as if she just asked the worst thing she could think of. So she went and sat beside him and soon discovered that it most likely was one of the worst questions, for him, to have him answer. As he spoke, Panda felt sorry for him and put a comforting arm around him, hoping that she could help her old friend in some way. When JJ mentioned that he had cheated on Liv, it struck Pandora in the heart, bringing back memories of her relationship with Thomas. She had cheated before and she knew how it fucked up everything good in her life. So she held him tighter and rested her head on his shoulder, gently rubbing her thumb back and forth on his other arm. When he finished, Panda waited a few moments, then spoke softly. “JJ…it will all be okay. I know it doesn’t seem like it right now, everything may seem hopeless and fucked up, but whatever comes from this is meant to happen…whoever you end up with, whether it be Liv or another of these people, it will eventually all work out.” Pandora sighed, knowing just how he feels and empathizing with him. “I hope.”

Pandora puts her arm around JJ, puts her head on his shoulder, and rubs his arm consolingly. “Thanks Panda. I just feel like a complete tosser. I didn’t mean to, I really didn’t. I still love her. But, it was a lot of things. She was sick, so I couldn’t see her. I was horny. I wanted to feel loved. Plus…” JJ continues to shift his eyes, knowing the next revelation will probably shock Panda. “Plus, one of them made me feel especially good. Different good. I…slept with a guy. I still love being with girls, but I think I’m into guys too now. Or at least this one. And here’s the kicker, it’s Cook’s half-brother.” JJ wonders how Pandora would take that, since she slept with Cook and all.

(Source: themagicman, via whitneysnow-deactivated20120105)